xxDollyZxx

You called me up, crying, down the phone, you said you'd taken some pills, and didn't want, to die alone. Is your life, that messed up, you had to take steps, to make it stop? I cried to you, to call 999, you said you couldn't listen, to voices other than mine. your voice sounded weak, fighting for breath, the silence was noticeable as if i was deaf. The streets of heaven, are already full tonight, full of souls, souls of angels, souls like yours, souls of people, whose life ended too soon. Your death, has brought nothing but pain, upon this world.

Dear Mum and Dad, First of all you need to know that this is not your fault, It's mine, for I locked my problem inside me like a vault, Problems that I was never able to tell you, Problems that I'm sick of dealing with. I'm through. I'm sick of pretending that everything's alright, I'm sick of having all these emotional demons to fight. I can't take my depressing life anymore, I realize I felt this way too often before. I now know I'm not needed in this place, Just another stupid teen, just another ugly face. I can tell I'm secretly hated by everyone I know, Though, when I'm around, they don't let their hatred show. My life has n